Loneliness is the worst feeling. I go to school then come home. Hardly stay after since school’s almost over. I don’t get to spend every weekend with friends. And every Friday night I’m at home, in my room, alone. My teenage years are being wasted and everyday I feel myself getting more lonely. Not just lonely in relationship terms, but also as in having no one around. I thought I would be use to it by now since it’s been like this since my single-digit days but nope. Only seems to be getting worse.

My bed is my best friend and dreams are my love. That’s why I sleep so much. It’s the only time I don’t feel so lonely. It’s the only place were I feel wanted :)….so I’m gonna take a nap

Ugh I’m so stupid. Just sitting around talking to the same guys expecting something to happen when they’re all straight and I know for a fact that I’m wasting my time. I need freaking ice cream before I stress out and get all emotional again…

Smart enough to know the answer, just too dumb to listen to myself.

“Sorry I didn’t answer. I was having sex :P”

OH MY! asdfghjkl brb….going to die >__

Sorry I haven’t been on a lot lately! I’m on a trip and a I forgot my charger so I’m trying to use my phone wisely

I see you online sometimes and a little part of me dares you to talk to me. But I know you won’t….you’re too scared

The less I care, the less I stress. The more I care, the more I stress. I see a correlation here…..

Maybe if I acted like a slut I wouldn’t be single

I really need a close guy friend :/

It’s like I start getting close to a guy and then slowly start drifting away. Idk….guys are honestly more confusing and complicated than girls. Mainly because of pride, ego, and how much crap they keep in compared to girls :/

I’m so use to talking to girls that when guys start conversations with me it kinda takes me by surprise lol

So there’s this guy I have in history who’s really quiet and stuff so I add him on fb and started talking. Now we haven’t talked in like a week and I keep seeing him in the halls O__O. I try to be all friendly and smile and say hi when I see him but all he does is look at me! It makes me so UNCOMFORTABLE! Like smile or nod or acknowledge me! Don’t just look at me with no expression! It’s like he’s murdering me with his eyes! Ugh I just can’t! And we’ve never actually talked in person :(. He’s so freaking awkward! Just….omg. I see why he sits there quietly. I freaking tap on his shoulder to ask him a question about the classwork and he just like shifted his position and looked sideways…..like WTF! I was like oh you’re acknowledging me….um ok. So awkward…..so so awkward